sarnie..my little sister who died when i was young..i always think about you and always will..i hope you are up there with your little niece summer..getting up to mischief..i'm sure you know what goofballs all of your brothers are..and even us sisters..we took mum and dad to your grave when grandma died..after all these years we managed to get them there..it was heartbreaking to watch them both finally release their grief..but at the same time it made us all happy..miss you little sis..

hailey..what a woman she was..kind..gentle..caring..loving..soft and sweet..yet so strong..someone i looked up to..respected entirely..trusted and valued so dearly as a friend..she battled cancer but it took her away..she left behind a man as sweet and gentle as her and 2 beautiful children..i miss you hailey..

grandma..it's been just over a year and i still get teary thinking about you..there was that part of me..the little girl inside of me..that thought you would live forever..when mum rung me to say you had died in your garden..the place you probably would of been happy to die in..i cried..and i felt so guilty for not seeing you as much as i probably should of..i know you would berate me for that..i knew the last time i saw you it would be the last..you hugged me so tight..you were not one for hugging..but this day was different..and instead of getting my name mixed with my sisters as you often did with all of us..you got it right the first time..you said goodbye rebecca..take care of those boys.. (oh boy here come the tears)..i love you grandma..so very much..and i hope you knew that..i wish you would come to me to let me know you are ok..i have your picture on my wall and i blow you a kiss every day..i'm am glad you are finally with grandfather..rest in peace grandma..

i believe..by diamond rio..

Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin..I feel you come back again And it’s like you haven’t been gone a moment from my side, Like the tears were never cried, Like the hands of time were pulling you and me.

And with all my heart I’m sure we’re closer than we ever were, I don’t have to hear or see I’ve got all the proof I need. There are more than angels watching over me

I believe ..Oh I believe

Now when you die and life goes on, I t doesn’t end here ..When you’re gone every soul has found a flight It never ends if I’m right.

Our love can even reach across eternity.

I believe.. Oh I believe Forever you’re a part of me, Forever in the heart of me, I will hold you even longer if I can. Oh the people, who don’t see the most, See that I believe in ghosts. If that makes me crazy then I am

Cuz I believe.. Oh I believe..

There are more than angels watching over me.

I believe.. Oh I believe

Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin, I feel you come back again And I believe.